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[18 Dec 2005|08:03pm]
Ihave this since 6th grade which is far too long

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[10 Sep 2005|06:53pm]
This kid shay thought he was funny.

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[03 Sep 2005|11:29pm]
I crying so hard right now.

ignore this.
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[03 Sep 2005|10:26pm]
I love the feeling of being unwanted.

[03 Sep 2005|07:39pm]
[ mood | bored ]

I never been so bored in my life
everyones at the house show and my ass is sittng at home
MTV isnt satisfying me

Anyways schools okay
the whole things inside
its always cold
i love it
Me and tyler have a class togeather
its fun our teacher has the biggest unibrow ever
i like making fun of it
all of my classes are honers cept for math
just how i like it

Little fat girls @ schools spred rumors im bulimc
Aprroched me durning passing periods
Her: You got skinnyer over the summer huh?
Me: Um yeah?
Her: Awe i bet it was sticking your finger down your throt everyday wast it
Me: (Speechless)


haha i told colby of corse
and he made me feel better
he said kids at his school thought he was anerexic over the summer
i told him it abusrd
we laughed for awhile

Me, Caitlyn Tyler and Kodi have a date @ Olive Garden tomorrow
Im excited
I love my bestfriends
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[28 Aug 2005|08:56am]
[ mood | Birthdayy ]

Happy Birthday to me.

Still migrains
but im gunna forget about those.
I got my phone
its cute<3
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[27 Aug 2005|10:16pm]
[ mood | blank ]

I'm not ready for school to start.
Not ready for summer to end.
But who knows maybe school will bring good things
summer did

It brought me and caitlyn & tyler closer then ever
I dont go many places without them.
& i like it that way.
It brought Kodi
Ari, Corinne, Ashley, Dana & all those girls,
i dont know them as well as i liked too but i know there nice girls &
thatd id like to know them alot better then i do.


I don't talk to people about things
cause i really dont know who to go to
i know everyone says "you can talk to me"
but really if i came to you with a problem
or called you crying
id get a "what?"
& thats not what i need.
So I had a long conversation with colby tonight
we keep eachother secrets so
it felt good to get some things out
he was worried about me
i was worried about him
it was nice to know how much we cared.

I cant stop thinking about everything & anything.
im so tired
my head is poundingg
& i can feel myself shutting down//breaking down
It's not a good feeling.
Not at all.

I still feel like i need to get alot of things out.
some things are just better left alone.


Migrains are fun.

i almost forgot my birthday is in an hour.

[11 Aug 2005|01:25pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

Last night went to Deejays.
Me, Caitlyn, Deejay, Kodi, Nicole, and Jimmy walked to panda express
stayed there for a bit & Ari, Craig, Jenelle and some other kids came to say hi for a bit.

Then Ashley picked us up with Emily and Corinne.
haha they were so drunk
i love them though.
& we drove to the texas with Nsync and Afroman blasting.

Stayed there for awhile so everyone could say bye to craig and just see everybody.
Everyone got into a old english telephone booth and corinne was being crazy.
haha i got gum that was extreme and mellow.
everyone had some & i just ate the last piece

I had lots of fun.:]]
The best times were int he car though just doing stupid things and talking about nothing.

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[28 Jul 2005|12:22am]
[ mood | bouncy ]

Last few days have been goood.
le tigre was amazing.

Mall with caity tyler beth and anddy was fun.
Tyler go his thang on.

Sleepoverlast night at caitys wiff tyler,
we took like 200 pictures and kept like 10.

Then today went to tylers wiff colby
&& we both got our hair cuts.
Tylers dog was eating shit
He was freaking out about itt
&& me and colby find it quite amusing.
loven my boysss.

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[21 Jul 2005|01:24pm]

California was okay.
Knotts Berry farm was really fun
but its been nice to sleep in my own bed for last couple nights.

Yesterdaty tyler came over
&& we hung out for a little bit
then walked to the bus stop.
Waited there for 45 minutes in 115 degree weather
just tog et smooothie ing.
We got it && taco bell then sat in tagert
on bean bags for about an hour
just talking and making fun of funny old people that carted by.
I missed him.
&& I still miss caitlyn.


CaliforniaaaCollapse )

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This break from reality is better then expected. [16 Jul 2005|10:07pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

Ive been in LA since Monday.
It's humid here
but i guess it beats 120 degree weather in vegas.
Its to overcast and humid to go to the beach.
like i would go in it anywayss.
I saw Charlie & the chocolate factory yesterday,
It was good.
Then my step grandma bought me the colbyplay cd and starbucks.
Made me happy.
Theres so many shopping places here
i love it.

I miss certain people
more then i thought i would
and others, not one bit.

Tommarow im going shopping.
no complaining there.
Monday Knotts berry farm wiff family
&& robert is meetign me there
since i don't want to be wiff family the whole time.
Tuesday ill be home.

Saturday is le tigre
whos going?!?

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[10 Jul 2005|09:20am]
[ mood | bouncy ]

Friday Night was so much fun.
Tilda came to Tyler's along with Andrew, Brittney and Kodi.
We started to walk to taco bell, but tilda's eyesbrows started melting off so we turned back.
My mom drove me Tyler Tilda and Kodi to the hotel.
When we got there Colby, Morgan, Ashliee, Victor, there friend, Jimmy, Pattie plus us 4 just sat in the room for a little bit.
Then most of us went down to the strip.
We rode a shuttle bus there and took a taxi home.
Me Morgan and Kodi danced to stillieto pumps && played around mopst of the time we were down there.
Then are whole group got called the cure.

The taxi ride home had to be the most ive laughed since i was little.
Nigerreo was from Tialand and he was our driver.
He told us all his stories and we tried as best we could to understand what he was saying
Then me jimmy tried to get the hook up with his sons, but he said no.

We had a big sleepover with everyone in the hotel and just messed around all night.
Too many other things happend to write it all down.
But there are grape stains on the hotel wall, some clothes super glued to the floor, && a bunch of tired kids.

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[10 Jun 2005|11:39pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Summer break has been intresting so far.

Yesterday me caitlyn tyler and little liz took a bus to sallys and go some hair stuff. When we went to take the bus home we took the one on the wrong side and ended up all the way down at the canaery hotel past MLK st. we wer eint he ghetto.
2 hours later we got home. me and tyler took a nap then caitlyn came over and we did her hair.

Today woke up early and made tyler his breakfast burritos that hes been wanting. He ate 2 haha.
Later on colby came over and we met tyler half way. then came back to my house and looked at some embarrasing pictures of me when i was in the 4th grade.
then we went to emilys and hung out with ashley, corren, joe, graham, and bakersfield joe. Then we went to brittany santos' party and colby almost got beat up by a fat ass bro because he though colby was gay. Emily, Ashley and Me were explaing to him that colby was not gay and he woulnt hit on him but the kid still was a jerk. And told us to get the fuck out.
so we left and we all went to the cad park.
Dana, morgan, awii, there boys, and deejay and kodi met us there after awhile. It was quite fun.

Ill post pictures tomarrow.

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[05 Jun 2005|12:42am]
[ mood | tired ]

Weeknd has been pretty fun.

Yesterday colby came over and we walked to tylers so he could get a hair cut.
Then we walked to taco bell and fights were gunna happen but they didnt so we went and met people at the cadwallader park.
It was actully really fun but its to late to go into everything we did.

Today was the house show.
It was dustie and we got kicked out.
So then armondo took us to ashleys but no one was there so me tyler beth andrew and brittany went to my house.
my mom drove brittany and andy all the way to green valley.
but it was really fun we talked about everything there is to talk about. Since the drive was basically a rode trip to california.
I met a whole bunch of people at the show and i got to see carrie which i havnt seen that girl in forever and who knows the next time. :/
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[15 May 2005|12:25am]
[ mood | tired ]

Today was fun. I spent 9 hours at that show and only had too really good times. Some good bands played some bad bands played. We walked to the bellagio to pick up krissy from work. then me krissy mechelle some new kids i met umm colby james kodi and some girl i never found out her name cramed into the back like mexicans while tyler and ashley sat unsquished in the front. It was fun though hot in the car but fun.Then right before i left soem drunk gangster guy came up and stood by me so i introduced myself and he looekd down and saw all the punk kids and told me it looked like a bum alley. So i pointed to people i knew and told him there names and he yelled silly black insult things at them. I dont think ive laughed liek that in a long time.
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[13 May 2005|11:03pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

Mmm today was a good day. I got to sit in the theater all day and listen to scientists pretending i was a smart kid. Because we were introduded as science scholers?? But it was quite intresting to hear them talk about al the things theve found and junk. But then me and samantha had to go up in front of them and some kids from school and present our power point. I dotn think ive ever ben so nervous in my life but we got done and then we listen to more old peoplw talk. Most people thought it was incredibly boring but i kinda want to be int he fields there talknig about for a career so i found it fun.

I didnt go after school to do my bookreport because i went home early. I tell her a story so ill get my credit.
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[08 May 2005|06:19pm]
[ mood | awake ]

Weeknd was intresting.
On friday it was michelles b day party at chuckie cheeses. its was okay some boy named evan came over that she new from myspace it was pretty funny. Saturday i went to tylers with emile and nicole we spent the day with him and had a water gun fight will some kid named grahm whos obsessed with him. oh and grahms friends joe.
Annd today my dad told us to get in the car because my mommys sick on her day. :[

so she wanted to sleep and stuff. we drove for awhile and unded up in misqite. spelling? i ono buut it was small town with a hotel and i of everything they didnt even have a walmart. embarrising. on the way home we stoped at the indian reservations to look at fireworks we want to get later.

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[05 May 2005|02:34pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

So liek my coach is a tard.
He was mad at us because we were hella bad on saturday at the meet. So punishing us he took away last chance making him look bad if none of us qualfiy because he is the coach.
BUUT then we got all smart on his ass and paid for ourselves to go because we wanted to and junk.
When we went up to stay for study hall he was like like weell you had to register by monday so its canceled. AND on the board it said NO REFUNDS. i was about to bust a cap in him dome.
i want my 5 bucks back what is he gunna do save it for next year for the team i wont be on. i dont think so mister.
So much for regionals.
oh well theres always next year with a better abor view coach who knows how to register. :]

Anywhos. Saturday im gunna hang out with lizabetth at someones elses party. tight i kno. Im excited.

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[11 Apr 2005|06:49pm]
[ mood | awake ]

The weeknd was pretty good.
On friday i went to one of the girls on the swim teams house for a party she had. It was an eating party so wed be good for the meet the next day. Im pretty sure i gaind about 50 pounds.
Saturday i went to armondoa after the meet and there were whole bunch of HXC kids. We watched fight club which i loved.
Sunday i had to get up early to direct traffic and stuff for CPR. haha just incase some old ladies died while walking there dogs in the Wag- A- Tail-athon. it was hella dope.

I ate lunch with Elizabeth and Rochelle today it was nice. Something new a change form my normally scheldule.

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[03 Apr 2005|07:12pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

Weeknd was okay. On friday my friends from georgia came and they slept over.
It had obly been 2 years but still thats alot.
We watched movies.
It seems all ive done is watch movies.
Alifie, closer, bridget jones diary, day after tomarrow.
Elizbeth couldnt hang out so me and my mom hung.

My sister reads my journal. isnt she cool.

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